for the first time in 28 yrs, i made epok-epok.....hehehe....but not the normal epok-epok, epok-epok pusar...got the recipe yet again from RTM1 the same program.......nampak macam senang, so decided to try la.....epok-epok biasa tak pernah buat, sekali buat epok-epok pusar....confident mest ade beb....hehehe....dah habis menguli dan mengiling.....sekali part mengelim tak tahu....hahaha..panic kejap...panggil hubby tolong kelim...alamak...org lelaki kelim manalah sama org perempuan kan....cantik tu cantik tapi not like i wanted...jadi practice kelim la tadi...... the results as u can see.........not bad lah for first timer....

On the way to tampines just now, my hubby announced that he won't be going to KL. Yipeeee but felt guilty sikit cos i knew he wanted to go and maybe cos wat i said made him changed his mind......maybe.....

this little princess has been cranky these few days, I'm trying to figure out why? teething? separation anxiety, maybe she just too activated hehehe...nowadays its hard to get her to sleep at night , sometimes she'll fall asleep in my arms then when i put her down,she'll awaken all smiles....alittle frustrating when u haven't had any rest the whole day and its 12 midnite and u have to wake up for sahur.....for the first time in 6 months, i was alittle irritated with aiesyah..but it doesnt last long....maybe its a phase....hope it'll go away....the positive side is i've lost 3kg this ramadan...breastfeeding and fasting can get pretty tiring and draining.....tapi...insyaallah dengan izinNYA...i'll get through it....

Its been a week since i last blogged ,i'm feeling a little down maybe its the haze(haha) or news that my hubby going to KL (3 days 2 nites) or the PMS taking control( i know wat ur thinking jun, yes haven't been taking the venus la!) ....Anyway, if my hubby decides to go its the first time we'll be apart in 5 yrs of marriage.....Imagine lah.....i know some ppl would say kejap je, dekat je.....tapi,tapi....nie soal perasaan......entah lah, how i'll get through the 3 days with my 3 kids alone.....distance would make the heart grows fonder......just thinking about it i feel sick and gloomy......hai...entah lah....if i tell him not to go, i sound selfish right? 1 month and 1 week left before the trip....see? i'm counting the days already....sayang jugak saya kat suami...kekeke...siapa tak sayang suami..... u know wat i'm thinking , i hope when the time comes...it'll just zap by without me knowing it...tup,tup tahu suami dah balik! Argghhh......

Maybe i should follow him eh? hehehehe...tapi dia kat conference wat should me and the 2 BOYS and a Baby girl do? shopping? kat singapore je tak pernah keluar 4 beranak.....nie lak kat KL...hmmmm....nampak nya reda aje dengan keadaan....


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