alright i've been busy with cupcakes...yeah im crazy with cupcakes,so many things i want to experiment with,recipes,frostings...etc...me and luqman has been eating cupcakes everyday! yeah true...soon i'm gonna ballon to 80kg...hahaha...anyway,anyone interested in my cupcakes,jus email to me or sms me....oh yeah,leaving for KL this sat...wish me and family a safe trip...we're taking the coach not the car...MIL request...oklah,since its a fully sponsored trip by her....adios!

help me decide

okay, i have 3 events this weekend..my son's birthday,musrif birthday,an engagement...oka, i cun't decide on the cakes.....should i make cheesecake cupcake with chocolate icing, cheesecake with strawberry filling,chocolate cake with cream cheese filling or peanut butter cupcake with chocolate filling....hmmm...any ideas?

najeeb and rozita

hi, its been a month since i last blogged....met wati today,dia tanya tak blog lagi....hehehe,the reason busy lah....tapi, u looked alittle sad Wati.....rindu shanti? hope u'll settle into ur new routine soon...

Well what have i been doing recently? a friend wedding , a niece birthday...i gained alot of knowledge making the cupcakes for my niece ,nabilah....alot of experimenting,to get the right icing and batter....

it was hard work but i enjoyed it, and i'm on another mission for another nephew's birthday..hopefully it'll turn out right.....cuma sekrang tgh pening ,nak fikirkan which cake,which filling,hehehe..tak pe i'm excited for the turnout.......

mummy and daughter birthday pics

March the month to celebrate and also the month when daddy gets a big hole in the pocket...,the two ladies in the house shares the same month....only 5 days apart....hmmm,when i think of it now,maybe i should have induced her on my birthday...hehehe,save the hassle of celebrating 2 birthdays......but semua nye dari NYA....

Aiesyah Sorfina

Age: 1yr 4 days..

Weight : 8.sumthing (alittle small for her age)

Height:71cm

Hobby: helping ibu with the cooking,'kemas' rumah,reading books and bringing the handphone to ibu whenever it rings....so clever(puji anak sendiri)

Now that aiesyah is 1, wonder should i have another? should i? hmmmm....sometimes feels like i want aiesyah as the only girl so i can pamper her je....selfish kan.....if she gets another sister then must share the attention...hehehe...maybe i feel this way cos she's still 1 year old,lum puas manjakan dia.....but think 3 is not enough yet.....wait lah, want to manja-manja kan her first....lavish all the attention a girl should get....and educate the 2 boys who are always fighting with each other...although they love and care for each other very much but they can't stop squabbling...hmmmm....

I'm only able to update only when i can grab my hubby's laptop...the old laptop ada sikit haywire....boring...anywhere last sat was Aiesyah's 1st birthday...pantas betul masa berlalu...had a family gathering at my mum's and mak uda made a sweet birthday cake for princess...all in all, it was a simple ,happy gathering....thank you aunties and uncles for the birthday presents.....anyway, got her a quinny zapp tapi tu untuk pi parks or jogging je..cos that buggy only 1 position je tak leh baring...bought it cos mak abit vain hahaha no lah, when folded soooo compact,69cm je,u can even put under ur car seat....that small...very good for those wif small cars like mine...highly manuevable......and very light...pushing a 17kg child is a breeze and u don't feel the weight...cuma tak leh recline je.....but u can't have everything perfect kan...u got to see the folded size to appricate lah besides budak mana lah yg tido al the way kan...now i sound like a buggy critic hehehe....

its been so long since i last blog.....problem with the pc la...but been reading blogs....it was my 29th birthday....i had a good family bonding time with my family...hubby was on leave 5 days...catch up on lost times...hehehe......yesterday went to the zoo...the kids love the zooo,luqman fav animal is the elephant and najwan is the monkey...kekeke....they had a ball watching the monkey swing from branch to branch....hubby wanted to treat at swenson tapi decided against cos aiesyah is very mobile now...we definitely won't enjoy the meal.....hehehe..so tapau nasi ayam penyet kat geylang je...sedap!! okaylah....got to go...

assalamualaikum semua! lama betul tak update blog....sibuk lah..nak update pasal raya, rasa dah basi kot...raya tis year ramai yang mengunjung ke rumah...nampak nye kena buat kuih lebih sikit tahun depan insyaallah....i just returned from a holiday in malaysia...nak update gambar tapi my usb port macam tak working gitu....holiday was okay...with 3 kids....it was good to be away, tengok negeri orang...makan and makan and makan...hehehe...one thing i like about holidays,tak yah nak fikirkan pasal nak masak hehehe....kalau tak every morning nak kena fikirkan menu.....kita pi cyberjaya(its a ghost town, gd for honeymooners), port dickson, melaka..all in 5 days 4 nites....yang enjoy most are the kids....hubby kata need to go for holiday minus the kids...macam honeymoon gitu....hehehe.......okaylah....nanti if the usb port okay, i'll update the pics

kepada wati , congrats on the 2nd child....amacam best dapat 2nd child?

for the first time in 28 yrs, i made epok-epok.....hehehe....but not the normal epok-epok, epok-epok pusar...got the recipe yet again from RTM1 the same program.......nampak macam senang, so decided to try la.....epok-epok biasa tak pernah buat, sekali buat epok-epok pusar....confident mest ade beb....hehehe....dah habis menguli dan mengiling.....sekali part mengelim tak tahu....hahaha..panic kejap...panggil hubby tolong kelim...alamak...org lelaki kelim manalah sama org perempuan kan....cantik tu cantik tapi not like i wanted...jadi practice kelim la tadi...... the results as u can see.........not bad lah for first timer....

On the way to tampines just now, my hubby announced that he won't be going to KL. Yipeeee but felt guilty sikit cos i knew he wanted to go and maybe cos wat i said made him changed his mind......maybe.....

this little princess has been cranky these few days, I'm trying to figure out why? teething? separation anxiety, maybe she just too activated hehehe...nowadays its hard to get her to sleep at night , sometimes she'll fall asleep in my arms then when i put her down,she'll awaken all smiles....alittle frustrating when u haven't had any rest the whole day and its 12 midnite and u have to wake up for sahur.....for the first time in 6 months, i was alittle irritated with aiesyah..but it doesnt last long....maybe its a phase....hope it'll go away....the positive side is i've lost 3kg this ramadan...breastfeeding and fasting can get pretty tiring and draining.....tapi...insyaallah dengan izinNYA...i'll get through it....

Its been a week since i last blogged ,i'm feeling a little down maybe its the haze(haha) or news that my hubby going to KL (3 days 2 nites) or the PMS taking control( i know wat ur thinking jun, yes haven't been taking the venus la!) ....Anyway, if my hubby decides to go its the first time we'll be apart in 5 yrs of marriage.....Imagine lah.....i know some ppl would say kejap je, dekat je.....tapi,tapi....nie soal perasaan......entah lah, how i'll get through the 3 days with my 3 kids alone.....distance would make the heart grows fonder......just thinking about it i feel sick and gloomy......hai...entah lah....if i tell him not to go, i sound selfish right? 1 month and 1 week left before the trip....see? i'm counting the days already....sayang jugak saya kat suami...kekeke...siapa tak sayang suami..... u know wat i'm thinking , i hope when the time comes...it'll just zap by without me knowing it...tup,tup tahu suami dah balik! Argghhh......

Maybe i should follow him eh? hehehehe...tapi dia kat conference wat should me and the 2 BOYS and a Baby girl do? shopping? kat singapore je tak pernah keluar 4 beranak.....nie lak kat KL...hmmmm....nampak nya reda aje dengan keadaan....


Selamat berpuasa semua...

Hari nie nak bangun sahur punye lah berat mata nak buka. Mungkin kerana semalam banyak running up and down the stairs, plus aiesyah bangun kul 1 dan 3 tadi….kekeke….cerita nye begini…RTM1 ada program Selera Ramadan…pada hari selasa hingga jumaat pukul 10.30 pagi..jadi semalam tengok recipe pie ayam bloomsz macam sedap lak…ingat nak buat gak tapi mungkin bukan hari semalam…tapi mengenangkan ibu dah 3 kali telepon asking macamana nak buat pie tu…saya pun buatkan khas untuk ibu….kira-kira semlam saya turun 4 kali.....ambil anak, pi kedai,pi pasar,pi kedai lagi….alhamdullilah, ALLAH swt kurniakan tenaga, mungkin semangat nak buat pie untuk ibu, mungkin gak pasal spirullina.…antara tips ustazah sharifah beri dalam rancangan memasak tu ialah membaca bismillahi-ashafique (pardon the spelling)semoga makanan menjadi penawar…..dan juga untuk masakan rasa enak, lakukan dengan iklas…then the taster can feel or taste the love…

So semalam, saya masakan daging kicap berempah untuk suami dan pie ayam untuk keluarga….

Kepada kak rin, kalau nak rasa pie nye…insyaallah saya buat kan , inti dan pastry nye ada dalam fridge…harap-harap bley last till sat….

Kepada cik rah, baby dah engaged ,mesti berdebar menanti masa nye…I love watching house of babies…at this centre they do water birth….so natural, no “cutting”, they guide the mums to birth naturally, there’s no tear..wat I love is that they guide all the way, how to push without tearing, breathing and pushing…one advise to cik rah…nanti jangan pakai teran je, listen to the midwives…they’ll teach u how to push… Semoga selamat semua nye…if possible don’t use the oxgen mask, it’ll make u drowsy sampai kadang-kadang tak sadar buat apa.. I hope I’m not scaring you….

Wati , do u watch this program? Discovery home and health…

First day of Ramadan, I had to sahur by myself….bukan nye my hubby tak nak sahur, dia tak de…kerje malam….first time sahur seorang-seorang…malam sebelum nye rasa macam sedih gitu sebab kena sahur seorang-seorang…siapa lah nak bagun pagi2 makan seorang-seorang…ingat tak de seleranye confirm tapi bila tengok cik rah nye Mexican food…..naik selera kekeke….buat drama je… semalam malam, cakap dengan hubby nak 3G lah, tak selera lah…….hehehe….thank you cik rah for making my sahur a delicious one ….and thank you to Warna for the company….hehehe..macam menang award…..


Kepada Jun, semoga selamat sampai ke destinasi..sms saya akan kurang sepanjang ketidakadaan anda…enjoy urself…beli baklava lebih-lebih!

Selamat beribadah semua…

Today only the gerls went shopping while the boys went for prayers.Yipeee!So peaceful….just me and aiesyah…Managed to tour seiyu bugis 2 times! With the boys that wldn't have been possible..Make-up,shoes and of course baby section. As I make my rounds,I asked myself do I really need these(make up , clothes), would not having them makes me even uglier,unhappy? would aiesyah acknowledge those pretty clothes? ..Answer was NO.Its so tempting but I left with only 1 shopping bag (a birthday present and bright tots training pants)…..I DID IT, Semangat sey!!!GO Naj,Go!!kekeke…

Last nite on Oprah winfrey show, a shrink said shopacholic shop to fill a void in their life….Agree? hmmmm….stilll thinking of those cute baby pants…

We love pretty things. Sometimes look, see and admire only ...sometimes look,see,admire and buy lor…..kekeke….

Selamat berpuasa semua,semoga ibadah kita dia terima Allah swt.

There are 2 pregos in my family right now..one is about to boom anytime soon and another due in feb next year…(fighting wif aiesyah now,she’s pressing the keyboard)..back to my preggies sisters…preggie sounds like Maggie kata kak rin…hehehe..betul gak…but to me it sounds quite cute…remember this time last year…2 of my friends and me were pregnant at the same time…pretty fun, had each other’s tummy to cry on..kekeke….now that we’ve delivered, we asked about our babies’s progress…best gak bley share baby recipes,etc. Yang tak best, when there’s comparison as to whose development is faster or slower. I believe all babies grow at their own pace…hope when they start schooling there won’t be comparison of grades lak…hehehe…pressure saya….
Tengok kakak-kakak saya mengandung rasa macam nak join in the league …..hmmmm,isk nanti –nanti lah cik naj…sebenarnye saya suka mengandung…..its a beautiful n unique experience , u’ll glow , hubby kasi xtra attention and xtra lenient towards housework…kekeke…..tak pe lah…nanti-nanti je .Think I have abt 12 fertile years ahead…..kalau setahun satu…aik…berapa banyak dah……hehehe

Aiesyah is currently taking an organic brown rice cereal….before that she was on nestle plain rice…I found it alittle troublesome as I had to express my milk…I don’t intend to start her on formula yet , although some people are asking me to do so…saying that breastmilk is insufficient. My sister fully breastfed her son up to 2 years, masyallah, her son is fit , healthy and intelligent….keras badan dia…he looks like those anak-anak orang putih yang kepala jendol and chubby2…hehehe….geram saya tengok, so who says breastmilk is not enough!

As long as my breastmilk is still flowing , I’ll continue.The key to breastfeeding is , the more u give ,the more milk will be produce….and some people say that we have to eat a lot to produce breastmilk...but if u look at the mums in poor country where food is scare like Somalia…they’re still able to produce enough quality milk…I remembered an article by a doctor, she said the milk produce by a cheese class mum and a tempeh class mum is the same…hehehe…but for mums who have trouble with the volume produced….try fenugreek (halba in malay)tea or spirulina, colostrum…insyaallah breastmilk banyak….furthermore as muslims, we are advised to breastfeed up to 2 years….kelebihan nye banyak.Knowledge is key,readup on breastfeeding, when we have knowlegde,we have the power...so if those makciks2 say ur breastmilk is insufficent, ignore them...…so say YES to BREASTMILK….

Two things i've discovered..one is that my 'friend' has decided to come after 6 months...pheww, i was hoping to get a full ramadan but seems Allah knows best......oh well, at least dapat rehat sikit....no wonder feeling alittle crampy.....

Another discovery is that aiesyah recognises people now....went to visit nek yang yesterday...dia nangis bila cik yah aga-aga dia...and again when nek yang held her...oh.... dear....the day before when my brother carried her she cried too sampai meleleh air mata....oh...dear....macamana nak pi umah org raya nanti, nak collect duit raya banyak2 kekeke,hai aiesyah jangan sampai ibu kena duduk luar umah org sudah.....as long as the stranger don't look or talk or carry her then she'll be fine....hmmmm....tak pernah lak anak-anak saya macam nie....lain anak,lain ragam nye....

Tapi orang yang dia dah biasa jumpa dia ok walaupun jumpa seminggu sekali(mcm nenek,atuk,maksu,pak ngah) cuma yang tak pernah jumpa atau jarang-jarang jumpa....i hope it'll go off...i know some kids sampai 2 thun lebih masih takut dgn orang.....

Ijah, nampak nye sama lah anak kita....

Harsh Words

Sometimes words that comes out of our mouths are not what we intended it to be, and we end up hurting the person..sometimes we intended it to be a joke but it backfired...that's wat been happening to me for past few days..i meant it to be a joke ,but my tone and choice of words betrayed me...hmmm....kenapa eh? maybe i'm stressed(although i don't think so) or maybe my hormones imbalance...entah eh...therefore i decided to keep quiet this morning....the victim of my words knew something is not right.....but i persisted to keep mum...macam merajuk pun ade...macam feeling guilty gak...hmmmm maybe its a case of hormones imbalance.....

hopefully the day would be better

Second day

I've just sahur...nasi,telur and lettuce...hari nie sahur seorang,my hubby makan kul 1 pagi tadi....I remember my ustazah reminded us that 4 mins before azan dah tak boleh makan...reason was actually 4 mins before azan dah masuk waktu....dah waktu haram....some people are not aware of this and some say its not true...if anyone heard of this pls comment....

my 4 loves sedang sedap tido...semalam aieysah bangun sekali je dan tido lena...past few nights, dia tido tapi mulut mengomel...bising....mungkin penat sgt atau kenyang sangat...i've noticed if i feed her cereal just once a day, she'll sleep better....today will try again.....

najwan has been in a bad mood lately, it gets on my nerves.I'm trying to control myself, told my self over and over again...he just wants attention and kids below 10 belum cukup akal and we are not supposed to cane them...otherwise keras hati mereka....tapi i must admit sometimes i do lose my cool......hmmm....i really admire those mums yang bercakap lembut je dengan anak-anak mereka....they must be really patient....sometimes when najwan gets on my nerves...i just ignore him,focus on some thing else and not look at him...he'll cool off eventually.....kids...i pray that he'll be an obidient son one day....its scary to think wat the future holds...we as parents,insan yg daif hanya mampu berusaha dan berdoa....semoga Allah memperkenankan doa2 kita...amin

oklah,the gelang2 kaki dah berbunyi...hehehe...

have a gd weekend...

A day at the beach....cantik tak the stroller seat...kinki hehehe...on the top family picture yang tak complete....